I'm taking a break from posting past blogs. Nakakatamad pala afer a while :D.
These are the lessons I've learned from my past relationships. I hope these stick to me even if and when I enter into a next one. These lessons are applicable to me, and I am not in any way imposing these lessons on others. :)
*Do not let a broken heart get in the way of what the rest of you can do.
*Your life is your life. Don't let anyone else decide on it.
*There are two kinds of "control": (a) the ones that are out of love and concern; and (b) ones that are out of ego and a sense of "owning" you. Appreciate the first kind. LEAVE once a guy imposes even just one of the second kind.
*Love=care and concern, but you don't have to be a nanny. He's a grownup and is supposed to be self-sufficient.
*NEVER be sorry for being successful EVEN while he's in the dumps. If he makes you feel sorry for it, LEAVE.
*HIERARCHY OF VALUES: Family, friends, boyfriend. RATIONALE: The first two groups have been there for you through ALL of your boyfriends. Boyfriends come and go. Even husbands come and go.
*Personality plus brains over looks. Looks should matter only insofar as improving the race. Hehe.
*"Mayaman" = has good earning capacity or potential, and is NOT = wealthy parents.
*Your boyfriend should be PART OF YOUR LIFE, you shouldn't create your own world.
*Yes, an exclusive "boyfriend time" is essential, but it shouldn't encroach upon the other things you need to do. (See last item)
*LISTEN to advice ESPECIALLY the ones from your family. They know you more than you realize.
*When the relationship has become more of a headache than of a good thing, it's time to end it.
*Whenever there's a problem, it shouldn't matter who takes the first step in solving it.
*There are two kinds of problems: (a)ones arising from something either of you did; and (b)ones arising from either of your personalities. As for the second kind, it is important to have an evaluation of whether or not "changing" is the right thing to do.
*It is absolutely necessary to be able to have ACTUAL CONVERSATIONS with you boyfriend. "Actual conversations" means conversations that are about things OTHER THAN your feelings for each other.
*Guys that make you prove, or worse, CONSTANTLY prove that you love them are total wusses and are a waste of time.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
How to hold a food sale in UP
Date: August 1, 2008
Account: Multiply
Context: I was VP for Fin in ALYANSA. The guidelines might have changed since that time.
just coz i don't want anyone else to suffer the way id did :)
before anything else, you should know that each organization is allowed to hold a food sale ONLY ONCE in a calendar year for a duration of TWO DAYS ONLY (i know, it sucks). in addition to this, you can only hold a food sale during the FRIST WHOLE WEEK of every month, and during the UPCAT, graduation, and durting open dorm. it's better if you get a concessionaire to sponsor your sale.
1. ask permission first from the authorities in your chosen venue. make sure you get their written endorsement which says "0k" plus their signature. if you plan to have the food sale on DORM PREMISES, you need to get an endorsement from OSH in vinzons as well.
2. get an OSA request form from the xerox machine in vinzons. you need two. then you have to fill it out. you have to get it signed by your adviser and by OSA (if your org is univ-wide) or by your college secretary (if you are college-based)
3. pass the request form to OVCSA in quezon hall (note: the secretary in this office is really nice, the first nice person i encountered during the process). they will then forward this request to BCO.
4. you can check if your request reached BCO already by calling OVCSA (9282886) or BCO (9256996). If it has, you have to go to BCO (if riding ikot, it's right before FA. turn right and go all the way to the end of the street). Sir Nilo will ask you questions about the sale (note: he's the only other nice person i have encountered in the process)
5. go to NCTS and look for Engr. Geronimo to make an estimate of the electrical expenses (note: you have to be very patient with this old man. also, you have to specify and assert the appliances that you will use end for how long. he tends to forget right after you say it)
6. go back to BCO, they will add an interest to the estimate
7. wait for your request to be approvved by BCO. you can call them to check. if they have, you have to pay for the electricity and for the monitoring fee (P150 per booth per day) at PNB near SC.
8. congratulations, you have a food sale.
Account: Multiply
Context: I was VP for Fin in ALYANSA. The guidelines might have changed since that time.
just coz i don't want anyone else to suffer the way id did :)
before anything else, you should know that each organization is allowed to hold a food sale ONLY ONCE in a calendar year for a duration of TWO DAYS ONLY (i know, it sucks). in addition to this, you can only hold a food sale during the FRIST WHOLE WEEK of every month, and during the UPCAT, graduation, and durting open dorm. it's better if you get a concessionaire to sponsor your sale.
1. ask permission first from the authorities in your chosen venue. make sure you get their written endorsement which says "0k" plus their signature. if you plan to have the food sale on DORM PREMISES, you need to get an endorsement from OSH in vinzons as well.
2. get an OSA request form from the xerox machine in vinzons. you need two. then you have to fill it out. you have to get it signed by your adviser and by OSA (if your org is univ-wide) or by your college secretary (if you are college-based)
3. pass the request form to OVCSA in quezon hall (note: the secretary in this office is really nice, the first nice person i encountered during the process). they will then forward this request to BCO.
4. you can check if your request reached BCO already by calling OVCSA (9282886) or BCO (9256996). If it has, you have to go to BCO (if riding ikot, it's right before FA. turn right and go all the way to the end of the street). Sir Nilo will ask you questions about the sale (note: he's the only other nice person i have encountered in the process)
5. go to NCTS and look for Engr. Geronimo to make an estimate of the electrical expenses (note: you have to be very patient with this old man. also, you have to specify and assert the appliances that you will use end for how long. he tends to forget right after you say it)
6. go back to BCO, they will add an interest to the estimate
7. wait for your request to be approvved by BCO. you can call them to check. if they have, you have to pay for the electricity and for the monitoring fee (P150 per booth per day) at PNB near SC.
8. congratulations, you have a food sale.
Mimay Moments in UP Law
Date: July 12, 2008
Account: Multiply
Mga bloopers ko sa law. Hopefully, hindi na madagdagan ang listahan na ito.
Mimay Moment #1
Nagaaral ng maigi si Mimay para sa Legal history, nabasa na niya ang kalahati pero maraming facts na kailangan matandaan (bilang history) kaya inabot siya ng umaga. Dahil 6 meetings lang ang Leg His, gusto ni Mimay magpaka-bibo para sigurado na may grade siya sa recit..
Mimay: Alas-9 pa lang, konting aral pa..
Pumunta si Mimay sa school ng mga alas-10, para makapag-aral pa siya sa lib bago mag 1st class (Consti), Sa lib..
Mimay: Aral aral aral aral
Annika: Uy, Mimay, nag-aaral ka pa?
Mimay: Oo, ang dami kailangan tandaan eh..
Annika: Nag-cut ka kanina?
Mimay: Huh..? Aral..
Annika: Nag-cut? (Makes a cutting gesture)
Mimay: Bakit ako magcucut, eto nga nag-aaral ako eh, di ba after ng Consti ang LegHis?
Annika: Kanina pang 8..
Mimay: @_@
*****
Mimay Moment #2
Persons. Hindi pa natatawag si Mimay sa Persons. Medyo naiinis na siya dahil aral siya ng aral at hindi pa siya tinatawag at mukhang pare-parehong tao na lang palagi ang tinatawag.
Mimay: Hay.. Walang sense ang pagpeprepare ko. :(
Dala ni Mimay ang laptop niya, na may digests na ginawa niya para sa recit, sa kabagutan, napagdesisyunan niya maglaro na lang ng EGGS
Mimay: Wee!
Prof.: What about Ms. Gonzales, Andrea Monica?
Hindi narinig ni Mimay ang tanong, kaya napatulala siya ng isang saglit
Mimay: .....
Prof.: Answer my question directly!
Mimay: The points in Goodridge?
Prof.: (irritated)
Sa kabutihang palad, nakatsamba si Mimay
*****
Mimay Moment #3
Method. Dahil 15 minutes before time na at may nagrerecite na, kampante si Mimay na hindi siya matatawag. Isa pa, maganda ang pakiramdam ni Mimay dahil binigyan siya ng magandang kumento ng Prof. sa simula ng klase. Naisipan ni Mimay tignan ang kanyang cellphone.
Mimay: Hmm...
Lester: (txt) may Memo sa Trinoma SM North, Glorietta..
Prof.: Ms. Gonzales!
Mimay: Huh..?
Prof.: Do not text while someone is reciting. You should listen to her, she volunteered
Mmay: Yes sir.. :(
*****
Account: Multiply
Mga bloopers ko sa law. Hopefully, hindi na madagdagan ang listahan na ito.
Mimay Moment #1
Nagaaral ng maigi si Mimay para sa Legal history, nabasa na niya ang kalahati pero maraming facts na kailangan matandaan (bilang history) kaya inabot siya ng umaga. Dahil 6 meetings lang ang Leg His, gusto ni Mimay magpaka-bibo para sigurado na may grade siya sa recit..
Mimay: Alas-9 pa lang, konting aral pa..
Pumunta si Mimay sa school ng mga alas-10, para makapag-aral pa siya sa lib bago mag 1st class (Consti), Sa lib..
Mimay: Aral aral aral aral
Annika: Uy, Mimay, nag-aaral ka pa?
Mimay: Oo, ang dami kailangan tandaan eh..
Annika: Nag-cut ka kanina?
Mimay: Huh..? Aral..
Annika: Nag-cut? (Makes a cutting gesture)
Mimay: Bakit ako magcucut, eto nga nag-aaral ako eh, di ba after ng Consti ang LegHis?
Annika: Kanina pang 8..
Mimay: @_@
*****
Mimay Moment #2
Persons. Hindi pa natatawag si Mimay sa Persons. Medyo naiinis na siya dahil aral siya ng aral at hindi pa siya tinatawag at mukhang pare-parehong tao na lang palagi ang tinatawag.
Mimay: Hay.. Walang sense ang pagpeprepare ko. :(
Dala ni Mimay ang laptop niya, na may digests na ginawa niya para sa recit, sa kabagutan, napagdesisyunan niya maglaro na lang ng EGGS
Mimay: Wee!
Prof.: What about Ms. Gonzales, Andrea Monica?
Hindi narinig ni Mimay ang tanong, kaya napatulala siya ng isang saglit
Mimay: .....
Prof.: Answer my question directly!
Mimay: The points in Goodridge?
Prof.: (irritated)
Sa kabutihang palad, nakatsamba si Mimay
*****
Mimay Moment #3
Method. Dahil 15 minutes before time na at may nagrerecite na, kampante si Mimay na hindi siya matatawag. Isa pa, maganda ang pakiramdam ni Mimay dahil binigyan siya ng magandang kumento ng Prof. sa simula ng klase. Naisipan ni Mimay tignan ang kanyang cellphone.
Mimay: Hmm...
Lester: (txt) may Memo sa Trinoma SM North, Glorietta..
Prof.: Ms. Gonzales!
Mimay: Huh..?
Prof.: Do not text while someone is reciting. You should listen to her, she volunteered
Mmay: Yes sir.. :(
*****
My ten random facts/habits
Date: May 22, 2008
Account: Mutliply
1. i'm 20 years old but i still enjoy cartoons, and stuff like fairies, ponies and playing dressup
2. i work a lot better when i have many things to do
3. i am bipolar
4. i have unpredictable moods
5. i used to think shampoo bottles watch me while i'm taking a bath so i turn them around. weird i know.
6. i don't wear earrings
7. i only like wearing makeup if i get it done in a parlor
8. i super love fried chicken, 6 out of 10 meals it's fried chicken for me :)
9. i'm afraid to greet people sometimes, they might snub me :(
10. i scare most guys away. haha!
Account: Mutliply
1. i'm 20 years old but i still enjoy cartoons, and stuff like fairies, ponies and playing dressup
2. i work a lot better when i have many things to do
3. i am bipolar
4. i have unpredictable moods
5. i used to think shampoo bottles watch me while i'm taking a bath so i turn them around. weird i know.
6. i don't wear earrings
7. i only like wearing makeup if i get it done in a parlor
8. i super love fried chicken, 6 out of 10 meals it's fried chicken for me :)
9. i'm afraid to greet people sometimes, they might snub me :(
10. i scare most guys away. haha!
Mama's gift
my mama promised to buy me a psp if i pass UP LAW
hehehe..
we bought it yesterday,,
i wanted a pink one but the shop didn't have one, so i bought the PARPOL (as pronounced by the salesman) one instead :) hehe
i stayed until one am playing sims.
hopefully, this little toy will keep me sane in UP LAW ;)
i think i'll name it ESPRIT :)
hehehe..
we bought it yesterday,,
i wanted a pink one but the shop didn't have one, so i bought the PARPOL (as pronounced by the salesman) one instead :) hehe
i stayed until one am playing sims.
hopefully, this little toy will keep me sane in UP LAW ;)
i think i'll name it ESPRIT :)
Hurtful statements
Date: April 6, 2008
Account: Multiply
mama and ninang: our waistlines were never that big when we were your age
missy: kuya, mataba ba ako?
kuya: oo
missy: grabe, hindi ka man lang nag white lie
kuya: the truth will set you free...
mami jeff: nak, ang taba mo na
lester: kapatid, tumataba ka
gladys: batch, tumataba ka..
andrew: andrea, tumataba ka yata?
gama: taba!
alvin: tumataba tayo ah..
butones ng shorts: *pop*
haha. nothing serious, BUT I REALLY HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT, right? haha....
Account: Multiply
mama and ninang: our waistlines were never that big when we were your age
missy: kuya, mataba ba ako?
kuya: oo
missy: grabe, hindi ka man lang nag white lie
kuya: the truth will set you free...
mami jeff: nak, ang taba mo na
lester: kapatid, tumataba ka
gladys: batch, tumataba ka..
andrew: andrea, tumataba ka yata?
gama: taba!
alvin: tumataba tayo ah..
butones ng shorts: *pop*
haha. nothing serious, BUT I REALLY HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT, right? haha....
I had to see it for myself
Date: March 16, 2008
Acoount: Multiply
i had to see it for myself.. before i believe in what they told me..
the terrible, terrible news i heard.. i was horrified at the thought.
i was thinking, no, it can't be true, maybe someone else is behind it, someone who wants to break us apart..
but i saw it. i did. i read everything, and now i am close to tears.
THERE HAS TO BE SOME KIND OF EXPLANATION FOR THIS
i do not shed my tears easily, but i am right know. that is why i know that i am genuinely affected and hurt.
:((
Acoount: Multiply
i had to see it for myself.. before i believe in what they told me..
the terrible, terrible news i heard.. i was horrified at the thought.
i was thinking, no, it can't be true, maybe someone else is behind it, someone who wants to break us apart..
but i saw it. i did. i read everything, and now i am close to tears.
THERE HAS TO BE SOME KIND OF EXPLANATION FOR THIS
i do not shed my tears easily, but i am right know. that is why i know that i am genuinely affected and hurt.
:((
I am counting my blessings
Date: January 29, 2008
Account: Multiply
Tough times.
So much stress, so much pressure. So many problems.
An inevitable day, a pivotal task, a troubled mind, a broken heart.
In spite of all this, I am thankful.
I am thankful for my family. Not everyone is blessed with a supermom, a close-to-saintly kuya, and of course, generous titos and titas, as well as cool, supportive cousins. I will forever be grateful to them. They serve as my inspiration. The thought of making them proud is my motivation. They have invested so much in me..
I am thankful for being surrounded by some of the best people in my school. My councilmates, my orgmates, my sisters. They have kept me sane. Our shared experiences have taught me many things, and have given me plenty of moments that I will cherish.
I am thankful for my friends who have stuck with me through all these years. It's good to know that they are always there for me.
I am thankful for the new opportunities that life has given me.
I thank the Lord for granting my prayers.
I am thankful.
Account: Multiply
Tough times.
So much stress, so much pressure. So many problems.
An inevitable day, a pivotal task, a troubled mind, a broken heart.
In spite of all this, I am thankful.
I am thankful for my family. Not everyone is blessed with a supermom, a close-to-saintly kuya, and of course, generous titos and titas, as well as cool, supportive cousins. I will forever be grateful to them. They serve as my inspiration. The thought of making them proud is my motivation. They have invested so much in me..
I am thankful for being surrounded by some of the best people in my school. My councilmates, my orgmates, my sisters. They have kept me sane. Our shared experiences have taught me many things, and have given me plenty of moments that I will cherish.
I am thankful for my friends who have stuck with me through all these years. It's good to know that they are always there for me.
I am thankful for the new opportunities that life has given me.
I thank the Lord for granting my prayers.
I am thankful.
My New Year's Resolution
Date: December 28, 2007
Accoount: Multiply
i don't usually make a list like this for the new year.. i used to think, hey, what's the point? hindi ko din na naman susundin yan.. and then i'd try to justify things by saying i'm okay.. just the way i am. but this year, i am determined to improve myself :) i may be okay the way i am but i can be better davah??? plus,, i'm posting the list in my blog for all of you to read.. so you guys can be my disciplinarians, hehe ;) here it goes:
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION
1. study for at least 2 hours on weekdays, and at least 4 hours on weekends
2. establish reading as a hobby
3. stop saying bad words
4. smile more often
5. stop bringing up the past
6. EAT RIGHT, drink more water
7. work out for at least three times a week, thirty minutes per workout
8. spend more time with my family
9. worry less about my love life
10. MINIMIZE RANTING
yan na lang siguro, konti lang para madali ma achieve kahit papaano. sa mga katulad kong may mga gustong gaing pagbabago, GOOD LUCK!!!
Accoount: Multiply
i don't usually make a list like this for the new year.. i used to think, hey, what's the point? hindi ko din na naman susundin yan.. and then i'd try to justify things by saying i'm okay.. just the way i am. but this year, i am determined to improve myself :) i may be okay the way i am but i can be better davah??? plus,, i'm posting the list in my blog for all of you to read.. so you guys can be my disciplinarians, hehe ;) here it goes:
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION
1. study for at least 2 hours on weekdays, and at least 4 hours on weekends
2. establish reading as a hobby
3. stop saying bad words
4. smile more often
5. stop bringing up the past
6. EAT RIGHT, drink more water
7. work out for at least three times a week, thirty minutes per workout
8. spend more time with my family
9. worry less about my love life
10. MINIMIZE RANTING
yan na lang siguro, konti lang para madali ma achieve kahit papaano. sa mga katulad kong may mga gustong gaing pagbabago, GOOD LUCK!!!
What do you expect?
Date: December 4, 2007
Account: Multiply
Context: Just had a long chat with Ms. Melani Borra :D
no, i'm not being childish
no, i'm not being unreasonable
nor irrational
nor overly emotional
i am a woman
this is how i am supposed to feel!
Account: Multiply
Context: Just had a long chat with Ms. Melani Borra :D
no, i'm not being childish
no, i'm not being unreasonable
nor irrational
nor overly emotional
i am a woman
this is how i am supposed to feel!
Hinagpis ng sirena
Date: November 10, 2007
Account: Multiply
Context: Too many non-single/just broke up with my gf guys were hitting on me. Medyo nakakairita tong post na to pero kailngan pangatawanan. Oh well.
@#$%^&&*&^%#%#^%#$!
hindi ako natutuwa sa inyo
kung wala kayong magawa
kung gusto niyo magpalipas ng oras
dahil nawalan kayo
o iniwan
pansamantala man o permanente
wag
ako
ang lapitan
niyo!!!
hindi ko kailangan ng paghanga niyo
mga papuring huwad
mga pagtingin na puno ng kababawan
may
laman
ako.
may
nararamdaman.
lumayo
kayo
sa akin.
hindi ko kayo kailangan
%$%$*&^%&^$&%$#%*^$(&%(%!!!!!!
Account: Multiply
Context: Too many non-single/just broke up with my gf guys were hitting on me. Medyo nakakairita tong post na to pero kailngan pangatawanan. Oh well.
@#$%^&&*&^%#%#^%#$!
hindi ako natutuwa sa inyo
kung wala kayong magawa
kung gusto niyo magpalipas ng oras
dahil nawalan kayo
o iniwan
pansamantala man o permanente
wag
ako
ang lapitan
niyo!!!
hindi ko kailangan ng paghanga niyo
mga papuring huwad
mga pagtingin na puno ng kababawan
may
laman
ako.
may
nararamdaman.
lumayo
kayo
sa akin.
hindi ko kayo kailangan
%$%$*&^%&^$&%$#%*^$(&%(%!!!!!!
Am I eready to kiss dating goodbye?
Date: October 13, 2007
Account: Multiply
Context: This SO did not happen. Wahaha.
After a long, long time of not seeing each other, my besh lovely and i met at her place, kanina lang.
As usual, we made chika.. Talked about our friends, shared stories, talked about whatever,, and of course, updated each other on what's happening with our love-lives.
The thing is, i'm not sure if i actually have one, (it's complicated!!!) or if i'll ever experience a love-life at all (no, i'm not being pessimistic!).
My besh gave me a book, "i kissed dating goodbye" by joshua harris. She told me that reading it will help me understand and improve my situation. Hay.. Unang buklat pa lang may God na, and honestly, that put me off. "Subukan mo lang basahin", sabi ni besh. Fine!
I just read the first chapter, and I have to admit, the author has a point. Maybe this book really can help me.
Am i ready to kiss dating goodbye? We'll see..
Account: Multiply
Context: This SO did not happen. Wahaha.
After a long, long time of not seeing each other, my besh lovely and i met at her place, kanina lang.
As usual, we made chika.. Talked about our friends, shared stories, talked about whatever,, and of course, updated each other on what's happening with our love-lives.
The thing is, i'm not sure if i actually have one, (it's complicated!!!) or if i'll ever experience a love-life at all (no, i'm not being pessimistic!).
My besh gave me a book, "i kissed dating goodbye" by joshua harris. She told me that reading it will help me understand and improve my situation. Hay.. Unang buklat pa lang may God na, and honestly, that put me off. "Subukan mo lang basahin", sabi ni besh. Fine!
I just read the first chapter, and I have to admit, the author has a point. Maybe this book really can help me.
Am i ready to kiss dating goodbye? We'll see..
Many thanks
Date: October 2, 2007
Account: Multiply
Context: Just after my birthday
i celebrated my birthday last friday (yehey!) :)
kahit na ang birthday na iyon ang nagwawakas ng pagiging teeneger ko, (boo) masasabi ko na isa yun sa mga pinakamasayang birthday ko! (yehey!)
salamat sa lahat ng bumati sa akin. sa aking mga kapamilya, ka konseho, kasama sa org (sikat, apsm, bukold, alyansa), mga sis (DLS),kaibigan sa college, kaibigan noong highschool (hindi nakaklimot :) ), kahit na sa mga unidentified greeters (sana makilala ko kayo)
espesyal na maraming maraming salamat sa mga taong nagpapasaya sa akin sa buhay, at mas lalo pang nagpasaya sa akin nong aking kaarawan:
una syempre kay mama ko (no mama=no missy=no birthday, hehe), thanks po sa dinner, love you ma.
sa aking besh! (lovely huerto) ang pinakaunang bumati sa akin.. love you besh!
kay batch emm, na advanced ang greeting, hehe
kay maya, ang gumising sa akin nung birthday ko nung tinawagan niya pa ako just to greet me
sa aking pseudo family.. sa kapatid kong si lester at mami jef na nagluto for me (sarap :), xenxa di nakatulong, bilat lang)
kay kit and kayza lim, na nagcontribute ng ice cream sa aming salosalo
kay mae palgan at aris na nakisalo sa kainan (hehe)
sa aking deputy na si carlo for the sweetest greeting and the sweetest textbrig to greet me ever...
sa aking sec member andrew na ipinaskil pa sa whiteboard ng opisisna namin na birthday ko (love you ampon!)
kay alvin na parang ikinampanya ako, nilapit ako sa mga kaibigan nya at kinoerce silang igreet ako..
kay kbotz na binigyan ako ng meiji. (sana sinabi mo agad na ikaw yon, thanks!)
kay jay na nagbigay ng bulaklak (sorry!)
kay mr. jacinto, na iniligtas ako sa napakahabang pila ng pakain nila (sarap ng lechon)
sa aking geog 173 classmates na binati ako as a class (esp. pia)
sa aking larch 1 groupmates na binati ako (thanks for remembering!)
hmmm.. sino pa ba?
sa aking mga pinsan at sa aking kuya, i had a blast at enchanted! gusto ko ulit mag karting!(kuya, nabili na ako nina arwin ng gip! ikaw wala pa!!! sumweldo ka na ah..)
sa aking ninang, na tnatanggap pa din ako sa bahay nila, at nagbigay sa akin ng swatch (love it) at chocolates (for more sugar)
and of course, to the person who surprised me the most on my birthday (i'm sorry kung inaway kita, i thought you forgot :( ).. i love you, @hug@
Account: Multiply
Context: Just after my birthday
i celebrated my birthday last friday (yehey!) :)
kahit na ang birthday na iyon ang nagwawakas ng pagiging teeneger ko, (boo) masasabi ko na isa yun sa mga pinakamasayang birthday ko! (yehey!)
salamat sa lahat ng bumati sa akin. sa aking mga kapamilya, ka konseho, kasama sa org (sikat, apsm, bukold, alyansa), mga sis (DLS),kaibigan sa college, kaibigan noong highschool (hindi nakaklimot :) ), kahit na sa mga unidentified greeters (sana makilala ko kayo)
espesyal na maraming maraming salamat sa mga taong nagpapasaya sa akin sa buhay, at mas lalo pang nagpasaya sa akin nong aking kaarawan:
una syempre kay mama ko (no mama=no missy=no birthday, hehe), thanks po sa dinner, love you ma.
sa aking besh! (lovely huerto) ang pinakaunang bumati sa akin.. love you besh!
kay batch emm, na advanced ang greeting, hehe
kay maya, ang gumising sa akin nung birthday ko nung tinawagan niya pa ako just to greet me
sa aking pseudo family.. sa kapatid kong si lester at mami jef na nagluto for me (sarap :), xenxa di nakatulong, bilat lang)
kay kit and kayza lim, na nagcontribute ng ice cream sa aming salosalo
kay mae palgan at aris na nakisalo sa kainan (hehe)
sa aking deputy na si carlo for the sweetest greeting and the sweetest textbrig to greet me ever...
sa aking sec member andrew na ipinaskil pa sa whiteboard ng opisisna namin na birthday ko (love you ampon!)
kay alvin na parang ikinampanya ako, nilapit ako sa mga kaibigan nya at kinoerce silang igreet ako..
kay kbotz na binigyan ako ng meiji. (sana sinabi mo agad na ikaw yon, thanks!)
kay jay na nagbigay ng bulaklak (sorry!)
kay mr. jacinto, na iniligtas ako sa napakahabang pila ng pakain nila (sarap ng lechon)
sa aking geog 173 classmates na binati ako as a class (esp. pia)
sa aking larch 1 groupmates na binati ako (thanks for remembering!)
hmmm.. sino pa ba?
sa aking mga pinsan at sa aking kuya, i had a blast at enchanted! gusto ko ulit mag karting!(kuya, nabili na ako nina arwin ng gip! ikaw wala pa!!! sumweldo ka na ah..)
sa aking ninang, na tnatanggap pa din ako sa bahay nila, at nagbigay sa akin ng swatch (love it) at chocolates (for more sugar)
and of course, to the person who surprised me the most on my birthday (i'm sorry kung inaway kita, i thought you forgot :( ).. i love you, @hug@
Wanted: Multiply Manual
Date: August 19, 2007
Account: Multiply
hey friends :) i finally have a multiply account! yay!!! :) puhleez help me out on how to work this thing!!! argh masyado ako nasanay sa friendster eh.. :) what else can i do here aside from uploading photos??? kung hindi ko pa kayo contact please do add me to your list... thanks! :)
Account: Multiply
hey friends :) i finally have a multiply account! yay!!! :) puhleez help me out on how to work this thing!!! argh masyado ako nasanay sa friendster eh.. :) what else can i do here aside from uploading photos??? kung hindi ko pa kayo contact please do add me to your list... thanks! :)
neglect
Date: October 18, 2006
Account: Friendster
Context: Overworked days
why do people only come to me when they need something?
always loved because i’m needed.
never needed because i’m loved.
no one really cares.
i’m so tired of this.
Account: Friendster
Context: Overworked days
why do people only come to me when they need something?
always loved because i’m needed.
never needed because i’m loved.
no one really cares.
i’m so tired of this.
Who will sing for me?
Date: October 17, 2006
Account: Friendster
Context: Nagfeeling poet lang ako. In fairness marami naapektuhan. Haha.
the sun shines
i wake and wear my smile
and start to sing my song
and then they come, the broken fools, they come and they surround me
they listen to my song, they breathe and feel refreshed
they say my song can heal
they say my song can touch
they stay there and listen, until they feel whole again
the sun sets
and i find myself alone
my smile fades, and i ask myself
where have they all gone?
-missy-
Account: Friendster
Context: Nagfeeling poet lang ako. In fairness marami naapektuhan. Haha.
the sun shines
i wake and wear my smile
and start to sing my song
and then they come, the broken fools, they come and they surround me
they listen to my song, they breathe and feel refreshed
they say my song can heal
they say my song can touch
they stay there and listen, until they feel whole again
the sun sets
and i find myself alone
my smile fades, and i ask myself
where have they all gone?
-missy-
Addicted
Date: October 5, 2006
Account: Friendster
Account: Friendster
i am turning into a junk food junkie!!! agh!!! i always crave for junk food… but i call it "comfot food", haha! i’m so stressed out kasi… and when i’m stressed out i want to eat… junk… i hope i don’t gain too much weight…
i need to stop… someone, help me… @_@
i need to stop… someone, help me… @_@
Spongebob Squarepants
Date: October 3, 2006
Account: Friendster
Context: I can't remember.
Account: Friendster
Context: I can't remember.
hmmm.. i feel like a sponge right now, i feel like i am absorbing every single (bad) thing that’s happening around me.. agh, why am i like this? i’m not supposed to care.. at least, i’m not supposed to care this much!!! why do i feel like everything is all my fault, and that i have to solve everything?
i feel so restless, hopeless, always worried.. :( someone please, help me, waaahhhh i’m going crazy… hahahahahaha
i am so tired. but i still wish i could do more.
i feel so restless, hopeless, always worried.. :( someone please, help me, waaahhhh i’m going crazy… hahahahahaha
i am so tired. but i still wish i could do more.
This is how you make me feel
Date: September 15, 2006
Account: Friendster
Context: Hindi maka get over sa ex. Haha.
WHO KNEW
pink
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you’d be around
Uh huh
That’s right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That’s right
If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them up
Cause they’re all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I’d give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they’re long gone
I guess I just didn’t know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I’ll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won’t forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You’d be long goneI’d stand up and punch them out
Cause they’re all wrong and
That last kissI’ll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
Account: Friendster
Context: Hindi maka get over sa ex. Haha.
WHO KNEW
pink
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you’d be around
Uh huh
That’s right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That’s right
If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them up
Cause they’re all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I’d give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they’re long gone
I guess I just didn’t know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I’ll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won’t forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You’d be long goneI’d stand up and punch them out
Cause they’re all wrong and
That last kissI’ll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
:-)
Date: September 13, 2006
Account: Friendster
Context: Naloka lang yata ako nung panahon na to. Haha.
wala lang. gusto ko lang ngumiti :)
Account: Friendster
Context: Naloka lang yata ako nung panahon na to. Haha.
wala lang. gusto ko lang ngumiti :)
I love bowling
Date: July 19, 2006
Account: Friendster
one, two, three , slide!!
one, two, three, slide!!!
push, down, back, release!!!
four and a half steps from the foul line, sliding foot on the middle dot, other foot half a foot back, align the ball with your bowling shoulder, pinky fingers aligned, straight wrist, eyes between the second and third arrow from the right…
CONCENTRATE…
one, push
two, down
three, back
four, slide and release!!!
follow through…
……………………………
pleae, please, oh please hit the pins…
*thug*
it went in the gutter.
"ehkasi you’re forcing the ball.. let the weight of the ball carry you!!"
"delayed ang second step mo…"
"your arm swung too far…"
oh gosh…
I HATE BOWLING
haha :)
Account: Friendster
one, two, three , slide!!
one, two, three, slide!!!
push, down, back, release!!!
four and a half steps from the foul line, sliding foot on the middle dot, other foot half a foot back, align the ball with your bowling shoulder, pinky fingers aligned, straight wrist, eyes between the second and third arrow from the right…
CONCENTRATE…
one, push
two, down
three, back
four, slide and release!!!
follow through…
……………………………
pleae, please, oh please hit the pins…
*thug*
it went in the gutter.
"ehkasi you’re forcing the ball.. let the weight of the ball carry you!!"
"delayed ang second step mo…"
"your arm swung too far…"
oh gosh…
I HATE BOWLING
haha :)
This is for my beloved HS friends
Date: July 18, 2006
Account: Friendster
count on me through thick and thin, a friendship that will never end,
when you are weak i will be strong, helping you to carry on,
call on me i will be there, don’t be afraid,
please believe me when i say, count on, you can count on me..
reminiscing about my high school days always leaves me teary eyed and feeling all fuzzy inside. it’s true when they say that the four years spent in high school are the years one will cherish for the rest of one’s life. the memory of me and my friends just hanging out inside the classroom while our teacher (teachers: much friendlier than professors) is still out will always put a smile on my face wherever i may be :). buying overpriced food from the canteen, girl friends fighting over the dumbest things (such as BOYS), pulling out grass from the fields when tardy,, i would do all these things again in a heartbeat, if given the chance.
looking back, i now find humor in the supposedly big-time issues that my friends and i had during high school. we (or at least just them, i was usually a spectator) used to fight over the smallest things. but now, when we talk about those fights, we just laugh.
Account: Friendster
count on me through thick and thin, a friendship that will never end,
when you are weak i will be strong, helping you to carry on,
call on me i will be there, don’t be afraid,
please believe me when i say, count on, you can count on me..
reminiscing about my high school days always leaves me teary eyed and feeling all fuzzy inside. it’s true when they say that the four years spent in high school are the years one will cherish for the rest of one’s life. the memory of me and my friends just hanging out inside the classroom while our teacher (teachers: much friendlier than professors) is still out will always put a smile on my face wherever i may be :). buying overpriced food from the canteen, girl friends fighting over the dumbest things (such as BOYS), pulling out grass from the fields when tardy,, i would do all these things again in a heartbeat, if given the chance.
looking back, i now find humor in the supposedly big-time issues that my friends and i had during high school. we (or at least just them, i was usually a spectator) used to fight over the smallest things. but now, when we talk about those fights, we just laugh.
SIKAT!!! This is for you..
Date: June 28, 2006
Account: Friendster
for me, up sikat is the best org in the whole wide world!!!
why??? here are just some of the reasons..
-the people here accept you for who you are
-this org will not only help you nurture your gifts, it will also help you uncover talents you never thought existed!
-this org will provide you with a haven of free expression
-basta sikat ka, magaling ka. period.
-puno ito ng pagmamahal!!!
-being with SIKAT people will put a smile on ANYONE’S face :D
-basta sikat ka, maganda ka. period. hehe..
Three years ago my journey began
Chasin down this cure no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my reason guiding the dark
Just no wind with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of bein cocky
Yet I fell for all your imperfections
Now its slightly weathered, its slightly worn
Our hands gripped together, eye to eye through the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like were floating when the rest of them climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful, twisted sunshine
Emotions: volcanic eruptions
We both took care so were still alive
Tunnel vision . . . determination I want you,
I want to make it right
Now its slightly weathered its slightly worn
Our hands gripped together, eye to eye through the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine
Account: Friendster
for me, up sikat is the best org in the whole wide world!!!
why??? here are just some of the reasons..
-the people here accept you for who you are
-this org will not only help you nurture your gifts, it will also help you uncover talents you never thought existed!
-this org will provide you with a haven of free expression
-basta sikat ka, magaling ka. period.
-puno ito ng pagmamahal!!!
-being with SIKAT people will put a smile on ANYONE’S face :D
-basta sikat ka, maganda ka. period. hehe..
Three years ago my journey began
Chasin down this cure no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my reason guiding the dark
Just no wind with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of bein cocky
Yet I fell for all your imperfections
Now its slightly weathered, its slightly worn
Our hands gripped together, eye to eye through the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like were floating when the rest of them climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful, twisted sunshine
Emotions: volcanic eruptions
We both took care so were still alive
Tunnel vision . . . determination I want you,
I want to make it right
Now its slightly weathered its slightly worn
Our hands gripped together, eye to eye through the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine
Yes, it's been a while..
Date: June 21, 2006
Account: Friendster
but i’m back! many things have changed both about and around me,, and as exciting as new things can be, letting go of the things i held dear is pretty hard.. and sad.well. most of you reading this don’t really know me at all, or only know me at the surface,, so i’ll clue you in on what’s happening with me recently.. :( >i am now in my thrid year in college, and i am struggling to keep my grades up. i want to improve my grades because i plan on taking a second degree (accounting) after i graduate. i am really anxious about this, :( i just hope nothing goes wrong these next two years so that i can graduate on time.>most of my friends from school graduated already (they’re older than me) :( this is what makes me really sad.. (mga bax, miss ko na kayo- mother jeff, pats, mami xelo, sister-in-law marian) them leaving made me realize how fast time flies.. kahapon lang nagtitilian pa kme,, tpos ngayon,, nagttrabaho na sila.. it’s just a matter of time before i myself am out of school and thrown into the scary place called the “real” world..>these friends of mine who graduated already are the senior officers of my org (UP SIKAT). in addition to the loneliness i feel because of their absence. i, as well as other ramaining members, am tasked with keeping our org alive,,>yes, i am single again. i have now returned to the exciting yet lonely world of being loveless..
if i were to give a word for all that i am feeling right now, it would be uncertainty. i am constantly making plans for my life, but i still feel lost.
Account: Friendster
but i’m back! many things have changed both about and around me,, and as exciting as new things can be, letting go of the things i held dear is pretty hard.. and sad.well. most of you reading this don’t really know me at all, or only know me at the surface,, so i’ll clue you in on what’s happening with me recently.. :( >i am now in my thrid year in college, and i am struggling to keep my grades up. i want to improve my grades because i plan on taking a second degree (accounting) after i graduate. i am really anxious about this, :( i just hope nothing goes wrong these next two years so that i can graduate on time.>most of my friends from school graduated already (they’re older than me) :( this is what makes me really sad.. (mga bax, miss ko na kayo- mother jeff, pats, mami xelo, sister-in-law marian) them leaving made me realize how fast time flies.. kahapon lang nagtitilian pa kme,, tpos ngayon,, nagttrabaho na sila.. it’s just a matter of time before i myself am out of school and thrown into the scary place called the “real” world..>these friends of mine who graduated already are the senior officers of my org (UP SIKAT). in addition to the loneliness i feel because of their absence. i, as well as other ramaining members, am tasked with keeping our org alive,,>yes, i am single again. i have now returned to the exciting yet lonely world of being loveless..
if i were to give a word for all that i am feeling right now, it would be uncertainty. i am constantly making plans for my life, but i still feel lost.
My sign
Date: November 26, 2005
Account: Friendster
Context: This was published at the time when I got addicted to searching whatever images online. That time was also when I made a friendster account for my group of friends (""Bratz").
Pictures from Fete de la Musique
Date: June 18, 2005
Account: Friendster
>>manille 18 juin 2005
sayang, we had to leave early,, 3 lang kasi kmi, and ang layo pa ng uuwian nmin!
Account: Friendster
>>manille 18 juin 2005
sayang, we had to leave early,, 3 lang kasi kmi, and ang layo pa ng uuwian nmin!
Do I really have to leave???
Date: June 13, 2005
Account: Friendster
Context: A little after the end of summer
sad ako ngayon :( i don’t want to, but i have to go back to qc, may pasok na kc.. ulit. i’ve had so much fun with my friends here in laguna,, ayaw ko pa umalis.. :( plus i’ll surely miss my mom and my big bro.. pti i’ll miss our house and my room and everything about being at home :(
Account: Friendster
Context: A little after the end of summer
sad ako ngayon :( i don’t want to, but i have to go back to qc, may pasok na kc.. ulit. i’ve had so much fun with my friends here in laguna,, ayaw ko pa umalis.. :( plus i’ll surely miss my mom and my big bro.. pti i’ll miss our house and my room and everything about being at home :(
i really really wish i didn’t have to go,, pero klngn e. i’ll try my very best na lang to be back ASAP,,
yikes, i forgot.. i have an exam tomorrow,, in span12.. cge magaaral muna q..
hasta pronto >>tama ba yn???<<<
yikes, i forgot.. i have an exam tomorrow,, in span12.. cge magaaral muna q..
hasta pronto >>tama ba yn???<<<
There's gotta be more to life..
Date: June 11, 2005
Account: Friendster
Context: I think I posted this after being inspired by a song with a line in it that's similar to the title of the post.
mag-isa nanaman ako :(
hayyy it’s times like this that i go into deep thinking.. lam mo na,, about life and all that.
let me ask you this question,, have you ever thought to yourself,, while alone watching tv and munching on some chips that there’s so much more that you could be doing?? but you can’t coz you’re stuck at home??
well,, i have. daming beses na. i always fantasize about doing great things,, like saving lives or becoming a star,, ending world hunger
i’m happy with my life right now. i’m thankful for having been blessed with my family and friends.. but i can’t but help think that i’m missing out on something..
Account: Friendster
Context: I think I posted this after being inspired by a song with a line in it that's similar to the title of the post.
mag-isa nanaman ako :(
hayyy it’s times like this that i go into deep thinking.. lam mo na,, about life and all that.
let me ask you this question,, have you ever thought to yourself,, while alone watching tv and munching on some chips
well,, i have. daming beses na. i always fantasize about doing great things,, like saving lives or becoming a star,, ending world hunger
i’m happy with my life right now. i’m thankful for having been blessed with my family and friends.. but i can’t but help think that i’m missing out on something..
My first and foremost
Date: June 11, 2005
Account: Friendster
Account: Friendster
>>let it be known that on this day,, i have posted my first blog.
~missy~
~missy~
Putting it all together
I published my very first blog in 2005, using Friendster. Over the years I've switched from Friendster to Multiply and then to Facebook, depending on what most of my friends used. I didn't see the point in publishing a blog if my friends wouldn't be able to view it and comment on it.
Fast forward to four years later, and here I am, a young woman who finally decided to take the reins of her life and put everything in order. In the spirit of organizing my life I have also decided to organize my published blogs, so it would be more convenient for me to look back at my thoughts when I was a little bit younger and a little less experienced in life. I don't care if anyone views my blog. I now consider my blog my personal thoughts keeper. I'm quite mercurial and forgetful as a person so I need something to keep track of my ever changing moods. :)
I will first be posting the blogs I published using my old accounts. Even as I read them now I am quite surprised at how much I've changed in just four years. Haha. I think I'm even irritated at Past Me. Oh well. I'll just indicate the date and maybe a little context behind each of Past Me's blogs.
Fast forward to four years later, and here I am, a young woman who finally decided to take the reins of her life and put everything in order. In the spirit of organizing my life I have also decided to organize my published blogs, so it would be more convenient for me to look back at my thoughts when I was a little bit younger and a little less experienced in life. I don't care if anyone views my blog. I now consider my blog my personal thoughts keeper. I'm quite mercurial and forgetful as a person so I need something to keep track of my ever changing moods. :)
I will first be posting the blogs I published using my old accounts. Even as I read them now I am quite surprised at how much I've changed in just four years. Haha. I think I'm even irritated at Past Me. Oh well. I'll just indicate the date and maybe a little context behind each of Past Me's blogs.
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